Screeching of a seeker.

It's been a while,
and the tears have all dried,
i wish i still could breakdown,
i wish i still could die,

i shouldn't have probed into reality,
for the truth i came to know,
has value no more than cow dung,
i probed into reality to find the treasure,
i dreamed of becoming an emperor,
but not this way,
not all alone!

P.S. - I ended up in tears after writing this, i still have no idea why.