Emotions

Overwhelming emotions,
incapacitated being,
the happiness in me,
does not belong to me,
strange enough it is,
that this too,
is coming from another,



and although seems to feel good,
it makes me feel manipulated,
and it amazes me,
for sometimes, i am rendered helpless,
at the mercy of those around me,
of others energies,
confused as well,
for I can't even be sad,
when I wish to be,
or happy when I am,
a puzzle hath my life turned into,
one that I am unable to resolve.