Four Summers Ago!

Four Summers back, I tried to change my being for a woman.

I tried that so much, that today I looked back and forgot who I was,

I did a million things, and a few more to make her realize,

That I was the one, she probably dreamed about.

Four Summers back I did a few things that define me now,

I became a recluse and a weird being too,

In that weirdity I found my uniqueness,

Though I could not be with you, still,

I Thank You.

For Four Summers back, it was you,

Who inspired me to; find something that was hidden in me,

And I left for the journey to look into me,

To be a better me, just for you.

Four Summers back, it gets kind of hazy,

When I remember that time, all I can get,

Is a decision that I made, that I’ll make you happy,

And I’ll be happy too.

Four Summers back, I still remember,

It was me, who decided to be alone,

Regretting the decision I made,

See what happened to me, I am still alone.

Four Summers hence, I want to be happy,

I want to live a life where, I would not be alone.

I would not be alone.

Four Summers hence, I wish to be with her,

I see me with my beloved, happy and grateful.

I see my friends and family all around me.

Four Summers hence, I see a life,

I had dreamed of, Four summers Before…